Sunday, February 15, 2009
Been feeling extremely lousy recently.
Why? I guess I've not been very productive with my life. Gee, I teach in FUEL about being good stewards over what we have, yet I'm letting my own life waste away.
While I was sitting in the bus on the way home, suddenly the immense need to work myself out came over me again. The need to work till I'm tired, and still continue working, and stop only when I eat or sleep. Or rather, work such that I will not stop to think.
I guess, I'm really tired. I'm doing nothing yet I'm feeling so tired. And all I'm doing now is being a leech and spending my parents' money. I need to work. Seriously. I need to have something to do. Like, something productive. I'm materialistic. So sue me.
Why? I guess I've not been very productive with my life. Gee, I teach in FUEL about being good stewards over what we have, yet I'm letting my own life waste away.
While I was sitting in the bus on the way home, suddenly the immense need to work myself out came over me again. The need to work till I'm tired, and still continue working, and stop only when I eat or sleep. Or rather, work such that I will not stop to think.
I guess, I'm really tired. I'm doing nothing yet I'm feeling so tired. And all I'm doing now is being a leech and spending my parents' money. I need to work. Seriously. I need to have something to do. Like, something productive. I'm materialistic. So sue me.
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