Friday, February 06, 2009
Haven't been blogging for quite a bit eh?
Somehow my mind's been full of thoughts about what my life will be like. With the many things going on in the background, I really wonder what's going to happen to me, even within the next 3 months.
But I'm glad to have grown a brain. It means that I disagree with a lot more things, but then, I'm sure that what I'm agreeing with now is because of my own opinion and not others.
And why am I typing this sort of rubbish anyway.
Currently am wanting to listen to a particular cd which has mysteriously disappeared from my stash of cds. I wonder why.
The wind is moving
But I am standing still
A life of pages
Waiting to be filled
A heart that's hopeful
A head that's full of dreams
But this becoming
Is harder than it seems
Among the many
Can you still hear me
Hear me asking
Where do I belong
Is there a vision
That I can call my own
Looking for a reason
Roaming through the night to find
My place in this world
- MWS
And perhaps that's how I'm really feeling these few days. With graduation 1 year away, and the urge to do as many things as I can before I leave school, I'm starting to really wonder what my life is meant to be like. I don't know. And perhaps I'm scared to know what's going to happen.
Well, I'll know when the time comes I guess.
Serious things aside, will blog more another day when I'm in the mood. Have been spending time with the Aussie imports recently. It's a holiday for them and it feels like a holiday to me too (really dangerous because I'm already 4 weeks into the semester). I'm really glad for friends like these who are there. A lot of things on my mind but somehow the physical (and not just virtual) presence of friends who really matter, distracts me from focusing on the people I need to let go from my life. And makes it much easier for me to wake up each morning.
And maybe I'm going to go crazy soon. I can feel it building up inside of me. Crazy because of? I have no idea. I'd really like to short circuit my brain and stop bothering about anything (HA! You need to stop thinking much more than I do!)
And maybe I'd finally smile without effort.
Somehow my mind's been full of thoughts about what my life will be like. With the many things going on in the background, I really wonder what's going to happen to me, even within the next 3 months.
But I'm glad to have grown a brain. It means that I disagree with a lot more things, but then, I'm sure that what I'm agreeing with now is because of my own opinion and not others.
And why am I typing this sort of rubbish anyway.
Currently am wanting to listen to a particular cd which has mysteriously disappeared from my stash of cds. I wonder why.
The wind is moving
But I am standing still
A life of pages
Waiting to be filled
A heart that's hopeful
A head that's full of dreams
But this becoming
Is harder than it seems
Among the many
Can you still hear me
Hear me asking
Where do I belong
Is there a vision
That I can call my own
Looking for a reason
Roaming through the night to find
My place in this world
- MWS
And perhaps that's how I'm really feeling these few days. With graduation 1 year away, and the urge to do as many things as I can before I leave school, I'm starting to really wonder what my life is meant to be like. I don't know. And perhaps I'm scared to know what's going to happen.
Well, I'll know when the time comes I guess.
Serious things aside, will blog more another day when I'm in the mood. Have been spending time with the Aussie imports recently. It's a holiday for them and it feels like a holiday to me too (really dangerous because I'm already 4 weeks into the semester). I'm really glad for friends like these who are there. A lot of things on my mind but somehow the physical (and not just virtual) presence of friends who really matter, distracts me from focusing on the people I need to let go from my life. And makes it much easier for me to wake up each morning.
And maybe I'm going to go crazy soon. I can feel it building up inside of me. Crazy because of? I have no idea. I'd really like to short circuit my brain and stop bothering about anything (HA! You need to stop thinking much more than I do!)
And maybe I'd finally smile without effort.
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