Friday, December 26, 2008
This post will be updated again when I feel like it.
Time for new year resolutions. Think it absolutely aligns with what God spoke to me about. I thought it'd be near impossible to complete, but looking at the way things are shifting about, I think it's not that bad. God is making things happen and all I have to do is follow.
But that remains the problem. The shift to absolute resolution, is still an extreme thing to do. I, have 0 confidence this time.
Christmas is over. I spent the day sleeping since I didn't sleep the day before. Or rather, I kept waking up to cough. So yep. The mum was annoyed because she wanted to bring me out to dinner but I didn't wake.
Realised that it's time to revise the list of people whom I trust. Because thinking about present circumstances, a lot of people in this list have to be taken off. Weird. I just updated the list about 2 weeks ago. Oh well. People change quickly. So do I.
What if I'm absolutely not wanted where I want to be? If I'm absolutely rejected where I want to help? Sometimes life sucks. Scrap that. Circumstances always suck. I need to learn to move on.
Time to set an appointment with myself. Nearly time to move on Mad.
But I'll definitely hesitate. Too much to lose. I'll miss it like crazy.
Let me get my photos taken first. Nothing like digital images to replace the real things.
Time for new year resolutions. Think it absolutely aligns with what God spoke to me about. I thought it'd be near impossible to complete, but looking at the way things are shifting about, I think it's not that bad. God is making things happen and all I have to do is follow.
But that remains the problem. The shift to absolute resolution, is still an extreme thing to do. I, have 0 confidence this time.
Christmas is over. I spent the day sleeping since I didn't sleep the day before. Or rather, I kept waking up to cough. So yep. The mum was annoyed because she wanted to bring me out to dinner but I didn't wake.
Realised that it's time to revise the list of people whom I trust. Because thinking about present circumstances, a lot of people in this list have to be taken off. Weird. I just updated the list about 2 weeks ago. Oh well. People change quickly. So do I.
What if I'm absolutely not wanted where I want to be? If I'm absolutely rejected where I want to help? Sometimes life sucks. Scrap that. Circumstances always suck. I need to learn to move on.
Time to set an appointment with myself. Nearly time to move on Mad.
But I'll definitely hesitate. Too much to lose. I'll miss it like crazy.
Let me get my photos taken first. Nothing like digital images to replace the real things.
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