Monday, October 27, 2008
It is always about the big R.
Been feeling very stupid recently. Being depressed sucks up a lot of energy. I can be alert and doing my own things at one moment, and then my brain just suddenly shuts down, my whole body lethargic, and I'm going through the motions by instinct.
Tired. Feeling extremely stupid, useless, foolish. Oh wait, what's new anyway? Losing motivation to even get out of the house daily. I just dread having to face people, and reaffirm these flaws in me.
It's always about the big R. Then again, it's most likely my fault anyway.
Been feeling very stupid recently. Being depressed sucks up a lot of energy. I can be alert and doing my own things at one moment, and then my brain just suddenly shuts down, my whole body lethargic, and I'm going through the motions by instinct.
Tired. Feeling extremely stupid, useless, foolish. Oh wait, what's new anyway? Losing motivation to even get out of the house daily. I just dread having to face people, and reaffirm these flaws in me.
It's always about the big R. Then again, it's most likely my fault anyway.
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