Friday, October 24, 2008
I can't help but say that this is absolutely brilliant. I've never been so impressed by a photo before.
This past week has been, well, I don't know. Normal? But nowadays my 'normal' is defined as.... what I would've thought of as horrible a few years ago.
Getting pretty annoyed at the shallow-ness of school friends. Sometimes I feel like giving up studying, because no matter how hard I study, I can't seem to top everyone in that group I call friends, and as a result I see a few smug smiles because they managed to beat "Mad who doesn't study and still understands everything" and that is so NOT true. I work hard, just that not in the presence of others.
Got loads more to rant. But I guess, even for a blog as private as mine, some things just aren't meant to be voiced out at all. I think Mikey is annoyed at the amount I'm talking already :S
On a lighter note, in the module I take with one other friend, not the group of friends, I did pretty well for my test. It was surprising, because out of 50, the top score was 42. It tells you how sadistic our lecturers are such that the highest score is so low. I didn't get that mark, I got slightly above average (average is 24. Believe it), for which I'm contented.
Enough of school. I don't know what else is new anymore. Just really really really tired. Raised my eyebrows at a few mails that made its way into my inbox these past few days. Some thoughts were "Uh huh.... ", "Yeah SURE"and "right....". And of course I'll just choose to keep my silence. No point expressing my honest opinion over mass emails where everyone will see how annoyed I am. Then it'll become My fault, and My pettiness. So I will always shut up. But nothing will shut my brain up from thinking.
Ah heck. Anyway I've decided on what I'm going to do during my holidays already. A pretty long project I must say, currently just asking some of my closer friends if they want to join me. Nothing extensive, just personal project I wish to complete. Quite weird though, I feel that this project really expresses my state of mind as of this year. Monotone.
This past week has been, well, I don't know. Normal? But nowadays my 'normal' is defined as.... what I would've thought of as horrible a few years ago.
Getting pretty annoyed at the shallow-ness of school friends. Sometimes I feel like giving up studying, because no matter how hard I study, I can't seem to top everyone in that group I call friends, and as a result I see a few smug smiles because they managed to beat "Mad who doesn't study and still understands everything" and that is so NOT true. I work hard, just that not in the presence of others.
Got loads more to rant. But I guess, even for a blog as private as mine, some things just aren't meant to be voiced out at all. I think Mikey is annoyed at the amount I'm talking already :S
On a lighter note, in the module I take with one other friend, not the group of friends, I did pretty well for my test. It was surprising, because out of 50, the top score was 42. It tells you how sadistic our lecturers are such that the highest score is so low. I didn't get that mark, I got slightly above average (average is 24. Believe it), for which I'm contented.
Enough of school. I don't know what else is new anymore. Just really really really tired. Raised my eyebrows at a few mails that made its way into my inbox these past few days. Some thoughts were "Uh huh.... ", "Yeah SURE"and "right....". And of course I'll just choose to keep my silence. No point expressing my honest opinion over mass emails where everyone will see how annoyed I am. Then it'll become My fault, and My pettiness. So I will always shut up. But nothing will shut my brain up from thinking.
Ah heck. Anyway I've decided on what I'm going to do during my holidays already. A pretty long project I must say, currently just asking some of my closer friends if they want to join me. Nothing extensive, just personal project I wish to complete. Quite weird though, I feel that this project really expresses my state of mind as of this year. Monotone.
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