Monday, January 07, 2008
The truth is , I'm really really really really beat. Too tired to even go running just so I can clear my mind. So right now I'm sitting around vegetating and getting my mind more cluttered. I grow more tired because I have so many things on my mind, and because I'm too tired to run, I can't clear my mind. So my mind gets more cluttered. In summary, it's a vicious cycle.
Many things in life are vicious cycles. I could choose to break out of these. But, to perhaps require a change of personality, sorry no thanks I'll stick to status quo. Like my msn nick is currently, I'll forever hold my peace then. Or at least until I finally give up and everything bursts out.
New things are coming my way. Or rather, new problems if I may say so. They all come at the same time. I mean, what better way to kill Mad than to all appear at the same time. How absolutely ingenious. I won't go down just like that. Yes my personal self is going to take a fatal blow, but I will not concern myself with even bothering anymore. What happens will happen. It's all about ensuring that I still survive at the end.
But hey, I'm getting better at this. Each time it happens, I cry much lesser than the last. Soon I'll stop crying completely.
Alright. Like my shirt says: I've probably said too much so it's time for me to sign off now.
Many things in life are vicious cycles. I could choose to break out of these. But, to perhaps require a change of personality, sorry no thanks I'll stick to status quo. Like my msn nick is currently, I'll forever hold my peace then. Or at least until I finally give up and everything bursts out.
New things are coming my way. Or rather, new problems if I may say so. They all come at the same time. I mean, what better way to kill Mad than to all appear at the same time. How absolutely ingenious. I won't go down just like that. Yes my personal self is going to take a fatal blow, but I will not concern myself with even bothering anymore. What happens will happen. It's all about ensuring that I still survive at the end.
But hey, I'm getting better at this. Each time it happens, I cry much lesser than the last. Soon I'll stop crying completely.
Alright. Like my shirt says: I've probably said too much so it's time for me to sign off now.
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