Wednesday, November 07, 2007
And I wonder how my life came to be as messed up as it is. Perhaps I've chosen to place my trust in the wrong people. Perhaps I'm wrong to even trust people in the first place.
You can choose to tear me down. You can choose to say the meanest things to demean me. But you don't realise that you've done it once too many times. I'm no longer affected by the things you say in an attempt to hurt me as much as you can. It, no longer works, because I'm used to it.
I just wonder why I still bear with all the crap you throw at me. I do love you, but you're not making it easy for me to hold on.
It's alright. I understand. You can regret ever having me in your life, but I'll stay for now. Tell me you can't stand me all you want, I won't bother. My ears will shut and my eyes will close and my heart will remain unaffected.
And I'll still be me.
You can choose to tear me down. You can choose to say the meanest things to demean me. But you don't realise that you've done it once too many times. I'm no longer affected by the things you say in an attempt to hurt me as much as you can. It, no longer works, because I'm used to it.
I just wonder why I still bear with all the crap you throw at me. I do love you, but you're not making it easy for me to hold on.
It's alright. I understand. You can regret ever having me in your life, but I'll stay for now. Tell me you can't stand me all you want, I won't bother. My ears will shut and my eyes will close and my heart will remain unaffected.
And I'll still be me.
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