Friday, October 12, 2007
Decided just to update for the sake of updating. Occasionally I do like to read my own blog.
I was reading back the archives of this blog. I realised, that I do like studying. Yes it makes me tired. I do hate the homework, the assignments and the tests and what-nots. But I like un-rushed studying. It keeps my mind busy, tires me out very fast so I don't spend time thinking of nonsense. Recently I've been very tired. I have no idea why, but just really drained. I've been studying more, going out more, and doing close to nothing in between. I'm fine though. I will survive. Because I don't have the time to think too much and bring my mood down. So though I've been awesomely drained recently, I haven't been too moody.
I think I've said this before, but I recognise some people by their smell. Like today in the canteen, someone put their hands over my eyes and asked " Guess who?" I smell... smell... Val! The thing is that I've barely seen her since last sem since we have no common modules, but I naturally associate her smell to her. I can recognise..... only a handful of people though. Mainly those I spend a lot of time with AND have distinct scents. I prolly won't be able to recognise myself :P
Alright. Go bathe then go study liao. My brain is sooooo tempted to start it's normal habit of thinking too much, especially since I've been in denial for quite a while. I refuse to acknowledge what will ultimately upset me, so I'll ignore it for now and live in ignorant bliss. When the time comes for me to face it though, I hope I will be able to get up from the fall. For now, I'll be stupidly somewhat content (if it actually can happen).
Mad! Study! Don't let the desires of the mind take over!
I was reading back the archives of this blog. I realised, that I do like studying. Yes it makes me tired. I do hate the homework, the assignments and the tests and what-nots. But I like un-rushed studying. It keeps my mind busy, tires me out very fast so I don't spend time thinking of nonsense. Recently I've been very tired. I have no idea why, but just really drained. I've been studying more, going out more, and doing close to nothing in between. I'm fine though. I will survive. Because I don't have the time to think too much and bring my mood down. So though I've been awesomely drained recently, I haven't been too moody.
I think I've said this before, but I recognise some people by their smell. Like today in the canteen, someone put their hands over my eyes and asked " Guess who?" I smell... smell... Val! The thing is that I've barely seen her since last sem since we have no common modules, but I naturally associate her smell to her. I can recognise..... only a handful of people though. Mainly those I spend a lot of time with AND have distinct scents. I prolly won't be able to recognise myself :P
Alright. Go bathe then go study liao. My brain is sooooo tempted to start it's normal habit of thinking too much, especially since I've been in denial for quite a while. I refuse to acknowledge what will ultimately upset me, so I'll ignore it for now and live in ignorant bliss. When the time comes for me to face it though, I hope I will be able to get up from the fall. For now, I'll be stupidly somewhat content (if it actually can happen).
Mad! Study! Don't let the desires of the mind take over!
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