Saturday, August 18, 2007
First week of school is over. I'm awfully beat. I don't work well with early days. I end late can, but I cannot start the day early. It just takes me out like crazy. Lessons are hard and boring too. I actually fell dead asleep during the first lecture of one of my math modules. My head rolled backwards so I ended up with a stiff neck thereafter. Have to get used to it anyways. Timetable sucks but modules are difficult so I can't afford to slack.
Been doing some blog surfing. When I see J2 students living and breathing studies, I can't help but scoff at the incredulity of it all. I've been through that period yes, but somehow the work never did become a part of everything I do. Or rather, I just have a very very biased view towards the J2. It's a matter of priorities I guess. To the student, studies supercedes all else. My studies did not supercede everything; I still made time for important things in my life.
I have a pretty mixed feeling towards going back to school. On one hand, I dread the lethargy and immense stress that I'm going to be experiencing for the next 3-4 months or so. On the other hand, I need to make myself busy. I've more or less sorted out my life during my last break, so I need to get busy, otherwise I'm going to spend my free time thinking and maybe even doing stupid things that I would surely regret. At least I'm over it. I think. I have to be.
Alright. Short post here. Contemplating whether to move back to my old address. But I still don't want to be found by those who knew my old address. Sheesh!
Been doing some blog surfing. When I see J2 students living and breathing studies, I can't help but scoff at the incredulity of it all. I've been through that period yes, but somehow the work never did become a part of everything I do. Or rather, I just have a very very biased view towards the J2. It's a matter of priorities I guess. To the student, studies supercedes all else. My studies did not supercede everything; I still made time for important things in my life.
I have a pretty mixed feeling towards going back to school. On one hand, I dread the lethargy and immense stress that I'm going to be experiencing for the next 3-4 months or so. On the other hand, I need to make myself busy. I've more or less sorted out my life during my last break, so I need to get busy, otherwise I'm going to spend my free time thinking and maybe even doing stupid things that I would surely regret. At least I'm over it. I think. I have to be.
Alright. Short post here. Contemplating whether to move back to my old address. But I still don't want to be found by those who knew my old address. Sheesh!
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