Saturday, August 11, 2007
Everytime I log into blogger I'd click the "remember me" box. Yet the next time I access blogger it forgets me. Why??
Shifted this blog. But honestly I like the other adress better. Will probably park here for a week or two before moving back (I guess?). I'm thinking that most people will visit that page, think I've given up on the blog and not visit anymore. Hahaha! I think too much perhaps.
This Sunday we've got to wear uniforms to church. My mum threw away my primary school uniform! I still can wear lor. I'm almost the same height same weight as I was in p6 (albeit a little taller!) so why not. Maybe fairer though, since I don't play in the sun anymore. But I suppose skin colour does not count in trying to fit into a uniform.
I was thinking to myself just now on the bus - Loving to hate and hating to love actually go hand-in-hand with each other. Because that's exactly how I feel. I wonder why I ever trusted some person in the first place when all he/she does is to take my presence for granted. Fine. I'm just not good enough for a little of his/her time or attention. I wished that that person could at least have the decency to tell me that my friendship is not wanted, so I would not waste my time on futile things. Well, what's over is over. It's difficult to accept, but it's just a matter of getting used to the change. Someone does not seem to care at all that I've decided to back out, and that shows all the more that I should have given up on everything a long time ago instead of dragging it for so long. It's alright. That person may not care, and I may still care. But one day I will get over it and there will not be a place in my life for people who take me for granted. Nonetheless it still sucks to read his/her blog and see that everything else is priority above me, even though we've had such a long and supposedly close friendship, that this breaking off is merely another insignificant incident in his/her life.
Ah well, it's not my business anyway. Not my problem whatever happens to that person anymore. I cared a lot for the other party, perhaps I may still do, but not like I'm going to do anything about it.
I went shopping with Mich the loud one before meeting up with my section leaders for dinner today. It was... an experience shopping with her. In the span of time that I bought one top, she bought 3. Tomorrow I'm going shopping with Jane. I was saying that I'd like to change my wardrobe. Mich screeched into my ear that she'd help me. I.... fervantly rejected. Jane wants to revamp her wardrobe too. I think shopping with her should be much more sensible. So there...
Shifted this blog. But honestly I like the other adress better. Will probably park here for a week or two before moving back (I guess?). I'm thinking that most people will visit that page, think I've given up on the blog and not visit anymore. Hahaha! I think too much perhaps.
This Sunday we've got to wear uniforms to church. My mum threw away my primary school uniform! I still can wear lor. I'm almost the same height same weight as I was in p6 (albeit a little taller!) so why not. Maybe fairer though, since I don't play in the sun anymore. But I suppose skin colour does not count in trying to fit into a uniform.
I was thinking to myself just now on the bus - Loving to hate and hating to love actually go hand-in-hand with each other. Because that's exactly how I feel. I wonder why I ever trusted some person in the first place when all he/she does is to take my presence for granted. Fine. I'm just not good enough for a little of his/her time or attention. I wished that that person could at least have the decency to tell me that my friendship is not wanted, so I would not waste my time on futile things. Well, what's over is over. It's difficult to accept, but it's just a matter of getting used to the change. Someone does not seem to care at all that I've decided to back out, and that shows all the more that I should have given up on everything a long time ago instead of dragging it for so long. It's alright. That person may not care, and I may still care. But one day I will get over it and there will not be a place in my life for people who take me for granted. Nonetheless it still sucks to read his/her blog and see that everything else is priority above me, even though we've had such a long and supposedly close friendship, that this breaking off is merely another insignificant incident in his/her life.
Ah well, it's not my business anyway. Not my problem whatever happens to that person anymore. I cared a lot for the other party, perhaps I may still do, but not like I'm going to do anything about it.
I went shopping with Mich the loud one before meeting up with my section leaders for dinner today. It was... an experience shopping with her. In the span of time that I bought one top, she bought 3. Tomorrow I'm going shopping with Jane. I was saying that I'd like to change my wardrobe. Mich screeched into my ear that she'd help me. I.... fervantly rejected. Jane wants to revamp her wardrobe too. I think shopping with her should be much more sensible. So there...
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