Monday, June 11, 2007
Back from camp! It was an awesome yet super tiring time. Yet I have no wish to talk about it. I wonder why.Perhaps I'm starting to grow out of blogging. I like to visit my own blog, but I no longer have the motivation to blog. Maybe I no longer wish to face what I truly feel. When I blog daily, I think through all my thoughts and feelings thoroughly before shaping a post. But when I stop, I don't have to think through and evaluate anything, nor do I have to torture myself at times by thinking about things I want to forget.
Msn friend was ranting to me. And somehow friend said something that would not have affected me in the least. But a while ago, someone important said the exact same words and I was pretty upset over it. I was surprised to find myself running to the toilet because the memories from back then were coming back and the tears were not staying where they should stay. I would not have cared much if that friend said such things, because friend was ranting. I don't blame him/her, it's my fault for being soft enough to still be affected by what happened so long ago.
Sheesh. I wonder when can I truly forget. I've had more than enough time to do so.
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