Sunday, March 18, 2007
I'm actually turning insane. I'm studying for my probability test, and I had the impulse to write a program to compute the probabilty using the binomial variables. Sheesh. That was after I read about such a program existing. Didn't work though. For some strange reason, even my print statements wouldn't compile.
Nonetheless I think I'm turning into an obsessive computing freak. Not that I'm adept at it. I really should be sleeping now, since NOTHING is going into my head. I've been staring at the same page for the past 3 hours. And mind you, I started studying 3 hours ago. Surprising eh?
This monday I have a long break to study/nap/catch up on homework. I'm ponning lectures, which means I go to school at 9 for computing, end at 12, and test at 8pm. Wow, all this time I will spend growing mould in the library. My pretty lappie will join me of course!
Dropped by Adam for around 5 minutes after school today. I really don't belong in Adam anymore. I've already forgotten what time service jams start, and I was attending service jams for 4 years. I stepped into the chapel and somehow I was familiar yet unfamiliar with the place. It just isn't a place for me anymore. Quite sad, but I was assigned to PL, so PL will be my home in time to come.
I think I'm the sort of person who's easily annoyed, yet I don't display it on my face. I hate it when people I know talk to me in an authoritative tone when we have some official business, yet what the other person says is just repeating everything over and over again and I probably know everything much better because I do read up. But no, people have to feel superior to me. So be it. I'll keep quiet, but rest assured that when the chance comes I will make that person feel inferior, and it will not be on baseless repetition, but on solid knowledge that I do so. I'd like to meet a friend who will talk to me in the same tone, be it nonsense, or school work, or just on life itself. Someone who will not make use of the fact that I make friends easily to make more friends. Someone who will not try to win all my friends over so that I'm forgotten, someone who does not compare results with me, someone who is content with life mainly. I probably won't find that sort of friend when I can't be that type of friend either.
Nonetheless I think I'm turning into an obsessive computing freak. Not that I'm adept at it. I really should be sleeping now, since NOTHING is going into my head. I've been staring at the same page for the past 3 hours. And mind you, I started studying 3 hours ago. Surprising eh?
This monday I have a long break to study/nap/catch up on homework. I'm ponning lectures, which means I go to school at 9 for computing, end at 12, and test at 8pm. Wow, all this time I will spend growing mould in the library. My pretty lappie will join me of course!
Dropped by Adam for around 5 minutes after school today. I really don't belong in Adam anymore. I've already forgotten what time service jams start, and I was attending service jams for 4 years. I stepped into the chapel and somehow I was familiar yet unfamiliar with the place. It just isn't a place for me anymore. Quite sad, but I was assigned to PL, so PL will be my home in time to come.
I think I'm the sort of person who's easily annoyed, yet I don't display it on my face. I hate it when people I know talk to me in an authoritative tone when we have some official business, yet what the other person says is just repeating everything over and over again and I probably know everything much better because I do read up. But no, people have to feel superior to me. So be it. I'll keep quiet, but rest assured that when the chance comes I will make that person feel inferior, and it will not be on baseless repetition, but on solid knowledge that I do so. I'd like to meet a friend who will talk to me in the same tone, be it nonsense, or school work, or just on life itself. Someone who will not make use of the fact that I make friends easily to make more friends. Someone who will not try to win all my friends over so that I'm forgotten, someone who does not compare results with me, someone who is content with life mainly. I probably won't find that sort of friend when I can't be that type of friend either.
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