Saturday, February 24, 2007
This shall be a blog post for the sake of updating my blog.
I've been procrastinating the whole week, putting off mugging for the sake of lazing around. Now I feel grossly guilty that I've spent the most 20 hours this week on mugging. Sheesh. Someone save my brain from growing mould. Picking up my work today strangely even though I'm in a terrible rusty state of mind, I feel quite happy to be back in the normal way of life. Mugging, play computer, eat, sleep. I do enjoy taking my mind off everything and studying. Studying (for this particular module at least) does not require any form of memorising. Just plain understanding and application, of which were the basic reasons why I came to love doing Math. Of course as I proceed to delve deeper into the realm of Mathematics, everything ain't so simple after all. There would come with it a heavy price to pay - allocating a tremendous amount of brain RAM to store and memorise the countless amount of proofs.
Wait till I start school again. My blog posts will just be filled with whining of how annoying school can be. Started listening to online anime radio. I do enjoy it. I may have 7gigs worth of songs in my lappie, but listening to it on shuffle mode day in day out can get pretty boring too.
My uncle introduced my mum to watching korean movies online. Not youtube, but video streaming. And I can actually download the videos if I wanted to. My mum doesn't know that though. She's just obsessed with having more shows to watch. And I wash my hands off it. I warned her against the questionable legalities of it, but she said : must register what? Register means it's legal. -_-" And the desktop she was using is not suitable for watching any form of video for long periods of time. I transferred all my important files out just in case the computer decides to self-combust. I'm not going to bother. She's using a lot of bandwidth though.
Class outing tomorrow. Though I really don't feel like going. It's 1/3 of the original class size, and all the girls are backing out. I have no wish to go to an army-guy infested outing. Not when I haven't seen them since the day we collected our A level results, and I'm not close to any of my jc friends at all (save a few girls). Guess I'm pulling out then. Shall use the time to continue to study, since I've got 4 midterms coming up. And I've got to plan grow. Terrible me. Leading grow and haven't plan grow. I've looked through the material. It's some sort like computing problems, but not as obsessive. I look at it, close the file, but the material remains in my head and I digest and process it till I'm ready to start planning. Of course when it comes to computing the wheels in my head run much faster and the thought processes are much more intense and much more complex.
Talking about computing. I just realised that I wasted all my brain cells to write the program, and I programmed it wrongly. Sheesh. I programmed it too complex. The original question wanted something I would be able to produce in 5 minutes. But I thought too much into the question and produced the answer in 3 hours. Ah well, was fun though. I do enjoy this module even though the better grades for this module will be extremely competitive.
I'm not devastated whatsoever, but somehow I'm just disappointed in myself in this new year. Maybe I shouldn't have expected anything at all.
Alright, back to reading manga. I play while mugging at the same time. Makes things all the more better to absorb (not necessarily more productive though)
I've been procrastinating the whole week, putting off mugging for the sake of lazing around. Now I feel grossly guilty that I've spent the most 20 hours this week on mugging. Sheesh. Someone save my brain from growing mould. Picking up my work today strangely even though I'm in a terrible rusty state of mind, I feel quite happy to be back in the normal way of life. Mugging, play computer, eat, sleep. I do enjoy taking my mind off everything and studying. Studying (for this particular module at least) does not require any form of memorising. Just plain understanding and application, of which were the basic reasons why I came to love doing Math. Of course as I proceed to delve deeper into the realm of Mathematics, everything ain't so simple after all. There would come with it a heavy price to pay - allocating a tremendous amount of brain RAM to store and memorise the countless amount of proofs.
Wait till I start school again. My blog posts will just be filled with whining of how annoying school can be. Started listening to online anime radio. I do enjoy it. I may have 7gigs worth of songs in my lappie, but listening to it on shuffle mode day in day out can get pretty boring too.
My uncle introduced my mum to watching korean movies online. Not youtube, but video streaming. And I can actually download the videos if I wanted to. My mum doesn't know that though. She's just obsessed with having more shows to watch. And I wash my hands off it. I warned her against the questionable legalities of it, but she said : must register what? Register means it's legal. -_-" And the desktop she was using is not suitable for watching any form of video for long periods of time. I transferred all my important files out just in case the computer decides to self-combust. I'm not going to bother. She's using a lot of bandwidth though.
Class outing tomorrow. Though I really don't feel like going. It's 1/3 of the original class size, and all the girls are backing out. I have no wish to go to an army-guy infested outing. Not when I haven't seen them since the day we collected our A level results, and I'm not close to any of my jc friends at all (save a few girls). Guess I'm pulling out then. Shall use the time to continue to study, since I've got 4 midterms coming up. And I've got to plan grow. Terrible me. Leading grow and haven't plan grow. I've looked through the material. It's some sort like computing problems, but not as obsessive. I look at it, close the file, but the material remains in my head and I digest and process it till I'm ready to start planning. Of course when it comes to computing the wheels in my head run much faster and the thought processes are much more intense and much more complex.
Talking about computing. I just realised that I wasted all my brain cells to write the program, and I programmed it wrongly. Sheesh. I programmed it too complex. The original question wanted something I would be able to produce in 5 minutes. But I thought too much into the question and produced the answer in 3 hours. Ah well, was fun though. I do enjoy this module even though the better grades for this module will be extremely competitive.
I'm not devastated whatsoever, but somehow I'm just disappointed in myself in this new year. Maybe I shouldn't have expected anything at all.
Alright, back to reading manga. I play while mugging at the same time. Makes things all the more better to absorb (not necessarily more productive though)
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