Sunday, January 28, 2007
Thanks raine. I needed that.
It's no use to keep wishing that things will turn out differently. It will remain a wish so long as I keep bumming in front of my lappie and wishing that things will change, it won't. Unless I get up and start something. Unfortunately, I won't. I don't see the point.
Ughh. I don't want to go school. Seriously. I'm not keen on going to school at 9am for a 3-hour lecture and having 2 2-hour lectures after that. How utterly dreadful. Computing is fun though. I remember in jc I could hardly bear the lectures which were a mere 1 1/2 hours long. Maybe now things are much better with the presence of lappies, and the fact that the lecturer doesn't give a heck whether you even turn up or not.
I finally had l-cell with my section today. Getting used to the youths is something I have to quickly achieve. Somehow it's so different coming from an l-cell of mature sps, and moving on to an l-cell where people are still learning what it means to share, where it's much harder to gain their trust. That's the major thing I've got to work on for this year - Gaining their trust. I don't expect them to open up to me completely. I just want them to trust me.
Speaking of which, I want to crash adam! Was asking Jane to go with me for the Vday event at adam. I hope I can, considering that that week is the week of my mid-terms. Somehow going to adam makes me feel awkward. It used to be my 3rd home (aside from home and school). But now, I don't feel like it's where I belong anymore. PL is where I belong. I'm still in the process of getting used to the place. Considering that I'm going to be there probably for the rest of my life unless i backslide, I will accept it.
And for a good measure of irrelevance, mike was unusually civil today. Maybe it was the presence of the parents during the forum.
It's no use to keep wishing that things will turn out differently. It will remain a wish so long as I keep bumming in front of my lappie and wishing that things will change, it won't. Unless I get up and start something. Unfortunately, I won't. I don't see the point.
Ughh. I don't want to go school. Seriously. I'm not keen on going to school at 9am for a 3-hour lecture and having 2 2-hour lectures after that. How utterly dreadful. Computing is fun though. I remember in jc I could hardly bear the lectures which were a mere 1 1/2 hours long. Maybe now things are much better with the presence of lappies, and the fact that the lecturer doesn't give a heck whether you even turn up or not.
I finally had l-cell with my section today. Getting used to the youths is something I have to quickly achieve. Somehow it's so different coming from an l-cell of mature sps, and moving on to an l-cell where people are still learning what it means to share, where it's much harder to gain their trust. That's the major thing I've got to work on for this year - Gaining their trust. I don't expect them to open up to me completely. I just want them to trust me.
Speaking of which, I want to crash adam! Was asking Jane to go with me for the Vday event at adam. I hope I can, considering that that week is the week of my mid-terms. Somehow going to adam makes me feel awkward. It used to be my 3rd home (aside from home and school). But now, I don't feel like it's where I belong anymore. PL is where I belong. I'm still in the process of getting used to the place. Considering that I'm going to be there probably for the rest of my life unless i backslide, I will accept it.
And for a good measure of irrelevance, mike was unusually civil today. Maybe it was the presence of the parents during the forum.
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