Saturday, December 30, 2006
I'm tired.
I think that perhaps I'm just not meant to have close friends at all. The moment I start to open up and accept anyone into my life, something will definitely go wrong. So far, there hasn't been any exceptions. And this time it's hitting me the worst. Never in my life have I cried so much over any other issue.
It's one day more. I need to have a firm stand. Yet my resolve is starting to dissolve. I wish I could be selfish and enforce things the way I want it. Because it's the easiest way out. Yet thinking about how the other person feels, I start to hesitate.
Mad, press on. 1 day. 1 darn day. And please, stop crying.
I think that perhaps I'm just not meant to have close friends at all. The moment I start to open up and accept anyone into my life, something will definitely go wrong. So far, there hasn't been any exceptions. And this time it's hitting me the worst. Never in my life have I cried so much over any other issue.
It's one day more. I need to have a firm stand. Yet my resolve is starting to dissolve. I wish I could be selfish and enforce things the way I want it. Because it's the easiest way out. Yet thinking about how the other person feels, I start to hesitate.
Mad, press on. 1 day. 1 darn day. And please, stop crying.
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