Sunday, November 26, 2006
Hi Schezn... thnx! It's more comfortable to blog when the number of people who read my blog are less than the number of fingers on one hand. :)
I barely studied today. Shame on me! Was looking through past year papers of linear algebra (which is the easiest math module)and I realised that the paper is darn hard. I'm so dead. And this is already the easiest math module I'm taking. What more for the others? I must survive the next 4 days and I'll be a happier person at the end of it. Not to mention that this stress will return even greater in a matter of 4 months time. Yucks.
Nvm, all the better for me actually. I don't work well under stress, but stress makes me panic and turn to my notes for comfort. And mugging makes me forget when I'm overwhelmed by my own issues. It's a form of escapism for me actually. Not that it's a pleasure to be mugging, but shutting off my emotions to mug is pretty good because academic pressure is much easier to handle than emotional torture. Watching cartoons has the same effect on me too. Except that it's not at all stressful. Unfortunately few series are successful in capturing my full attention much as I want to, so... mugging is an alternative.
Ah well. I did care in the past. I no longer do.
I barely studied today. Shame on me! Was looking through past year papers of linear algebra (which is the easiest math module)and I realised that the paper is darn hard. I'm so dead. And this is already the easiest math module I'm taking. What more for the others? I must survive the next 4 days and I'll be a happier person at the end of it. Not to mention that this stress will return even greater in a matter of 4 months time. Yucks.
Nvm, all the better for me actually. I don't work well under stress, but stress makes me panic and turn to my notes for comfort. And mugging makes me forget when I'm overwhelmed by my own issues. It's a form of escapism for me actually. Not that it's a pleasure to be mugging, but shutting off my emotions to mug is pretty good because academic pressure is much easier to handle than emotional torture. Watching cartoons has the same effect on me too. Except that it's not at all stressful. Unfortunately few series are successful in capturing my full attention much as I want to, so... mugging is an alternative.
Ah well. I did care in the past. I no longer do.
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